Daughter of the risen one! (:

September 7, 2010

Lover of my soul.

Filed under: Random crap (:, Rantings — Tags: , , — CynthiaAcacia @ 4:28 pm

What do you know, people? :/ I fell asleep like a dead animal yesterday.
In the end only managed to rush through a few of the 6Ps.

But..as usual, God rocks! :D

  1. Kwan’s and Shermy’s questions yesterday helped me clear some of my doubts as well. HAH!
  2. I was able to recap due to Yicong uncertainty of some topics. Thank God seriously, I would have been so lazy to go through one by one ):
  3. Thank God for Ctrl+D / Ctrl+H If not my test, good game.
  4. Thank God for Alvin! :) I told him I didn’t study haha. And he passed me his totally pro notes :D PHEW! xD
  5. UT3 is easier than UT2 although not as easy as UT1  HAHAHAH.
I called and you answered, God you’re awesome.
Even though I’m totally undeserving of this wonderful grace):

I somehow find this nice, okay I’m sub-ing in my name. It’s adapted from Nel’s Facebook

Someone told Acacia: ” You are beautiful woman in G” 

Acacia replied ” Of course, G created Acacia and there is only ONE ACACIA on earth. If she died, there be no more liao” * silent*

– We are ALL wonderfully and fearfully made

HAHAHA NICE! I’m so going to live by this :)

Oh and I sort of like to say : ” Zombieees.” now LOL.

When I get to Heaven Lord, remember me still!

September 5, 2010

Mixed.

Filed under: Blibical, Random crap (:, Rantings — Tags: , , , , , , , , — CynthiaAcacia @ 2:25 pm

3 different stories, 3 different emotions.

1) Yesterday, God told me:

Seek first my Kingdom and all will be given and added to you.

He showed me a glass heart, inside it was a castle. This represented the Kingdom of God. It’s just like the story of the small, large and medium rocks. We should always put the large rocks in before putting the medium and small rocks, if not all rocks will not be able to fit in.

 

The Kingdom of God is like the largest rock. If we are to experience the glory and promises of God to its fullest, we have to put the castle in first, into our hearts. In the middle of our lives. Then followed by all the other things. If we are to put other things first, it is impossible to fit in the castle. Because it’s so big, and many a times when Christians cry out to God that He is not as into their lives as God wants them to be, are they willing to sacrifice other priorities for the biggest priority? Are they willing to put the Kingdom of God first? Are they willing to take a leap of faith and make the sacrifice?

Many a times God has told us again and again, that He will add to the faithful and obedient, God will definitely not shortchange you. He will definitely reward you hundredfold, thousandfold of what you had sacrificed. And many a times it just comes to us as hey, if I didn’t sacrifice what was good in those days how could I have had the best? Vice versa if you did not put God first in your life.

God cannot fully work in us without our permission because of free will, if you do not allow God to be in the centre of your life, how can your life be of a powerful vessel? 

2) Thanks WeiLoong for being so kind as to walk me back to a place where I can recognise. I have no doubts that your future prospective wife/girlfriend or current heart throb LOL will find you to be of a haha well I don’t know. But I guess you’re one of the better guys I’ve ever seen. Zzz, that’s a compliment HAHA. Well, I keep saying: What the. LOL influenced by Shreedhee. I really thank God that I’m currently a CD instead of the past me being a DC. If not, I would have clashed head-on with Yicong HAHA. And I’m sure we’ll be of a match (Or I’d probably be able to win either way and piss her off in the process) so neither will win which will result in conflicts, WWIII. But now, I would just be of a slacker when she domineers. Which is a good thing I guess. Yicong rarely backs down when she domineers. Zzz haha ok just like me. LOL. Except that I’m so prideful that I will consider who the person is before I consider stepping back (: Another of a good thing is that I don’t really mind her doing it, as she never oversteps the line or makes me feel threatened haha. Which I guess, is lucky. Or, we’ll be just the next generation of enemies lol. Yea, God’s plan is great! Thank God, I don’t like conflicts. I just can’t help it when I feel threatened haha. I’m like a forever PMS-ing kid ): Leanne’s sick btw, she’s having chicken pox. Aww, I’m immune to it already ahha. I remember getting mine in K2. Itchy ): Ah well, I guess it’s better for her to have it now than to have it nearer to her wedding. That will be kind of a sad thing. The myth of a cross is a book that a Muslim wrote to expose the supposedly “flaws” of the bible. Haha aww, I think some of the questions are really just pinpointing and some are really well, use brain can answer le but Zzz, I’m able to answer them. Kana tricked by the title -.- I thought it was a Christian book. Never mind, it will get my brain working anyway.

3) Few days back, I have had a bad experience with a particular person. My conscience is clear, I did nothing wrong to incur your wrath. You may love them a lot as you claim but if something as silly as a bad memory of remembering your favourite stars names is to destroy a friendship, I don’t think you’re a good friend to me. Seriously. That’s just a stupid, naive excuse. I did not attack your group although I do not have a preference for Korean star or stars for that matter. Really, don’t you think I have better things to do and worry about? Do you think I did it on purpose? If I did, may God punish me for my judgmental heart. But I didn’t, I go through as much as loving you as a friend thus didn’t comment anything on your favourite stars group although seriously speaking, its idolism. Oh what do you care about it anyway, to you I’m just stupid not to like Korean idols. And you should know I not only mix up their names I mix up other people’s names too, is it my fault that I’ve been born this way? I even mix up my name sometimes, is mercy not to be shown on me? Did you really had to go that far as to insult me with vulgarities? It hurt me, it really did. And I thought friends would be more important that idols. But I was wrong wasn’t I? This is an unmerciful world. Was Jesus ever wrong to say that? Sometimes, people think christian doctrines are plain crap and full of shit. I would like to say it just holds the truths and is reflective of who humans really are today. People just don’t like being exposed of their flaws.

May 27, 2010

The thanks I am unable to express to people I rarely thank.

Filed under: Random crap (: — Tags: , , , , , , — CynthiaAcacia @ 9:30 am

Today is the last day of school ._. E26A

I’m not very close to many of my classmates but they are fun people seriously!
I really want to thank God for them for being them (:
Yes because simply put,
it’s when they are being them that they bring blessings in my life!
Throughout this short journey with them,
their various aspects and ways shaped me more spiritually strong – in a good way.
Sometimes I may complain against them because of the little discontentment we have.
But truth is, I never had a class as wonderful as this.
It’s long before I experienced my primary school days – in an even better way.
I really love them and although we still have a little time after the two weeks holiday,
I guess I will miss them in the end.

I didn’t go to the talk yesterday by Pastor Michael.

Was too tired I guess.
And chemistry was hard.
Needed to do RJ man,
although the RJ question was crappy.
Thanks a lot faci -.-
Do you have polar or non polar outlook on various aspects of life? Does it make you overall polar or nonpolar?
Last’s week question:
What is marvellous about you?
Craps.

Later at 7 going Little India with CG (:

Won’t be going movie with class ):
But never mind (:
Eat indian sweets (:

And of all the people, there was none I really held on to, or held on to me. Every time I got close, I let go because I didn’t feel secure. I let go because i was afraid that one day there will be a repetition of pain. Sometimes I find myself sitting back in reminiscence when I have to watch other people kissing.

Adapted from Kinder surprise
which information is adapted from Lily Allen’s Littlest things.
That’s exactly how I feel at times.

I am afraid to trust.

Kinder surprise,
I’d like to thank you for being you too (:
Although your attitude to others may seem downright stuck up and all that.
But to me it brings more than entertainment.
It brings me comfort in the midst of sarcasm,
it brings me laughter in the midst of insults,
it brings me joy in the knowing you care at moments you give me cracks to looks into your life.
it brings me amusement looking at your very self.
Looking at you just made me feel happy.
Sometimes, it’s indescribable about how I feel,
because many a times,
I saw my life through you.
Thanks for being in my life,
I’d never want to lose you as a friend.
You are special,
you understand.
That satisfies me deep inside.
Man, you’re an interesting guy.
 

January 26, 2010

About God, my glorious Father in heaven.

Filed under: Blibical — Tags: , , , , , , , — CynthiaAcacia @ 6:22 am

I have realised that,

God is a root,  a spiritual seed.

Once its rooted inside you no matter how deep,

its impossible to dig it up , ignore it or pull it up.

It will only reach deeper and deeper into your soul,

gripping firmly onto your heart,

swishing its way into your life undeniably.

To say “I’ve backslided” its an easy thing to say,

to backslide is an easy thing to do,

but to live without God is an impossible thing to do.

To get away from spiritual, blibical people in your life,

I’ve realised. Its impossible.

Because He will secretly place these people in your life,

to constantly bless you,

to love you,

to help you.

No matter you like it a not,

no matter you know it a not,

only time will reveal.

What’s against His plan He will stop,

whoever is with it,

He blesses.

Once His child always His child.

This is one final thing I’ve learnt about God ;

Its that He loves you.

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