Daughter of the risen one! (:

June 3, 2010

=D YAYAY

Filed under: Blibical, Random crap (: — Tags: , , , , , — CynthiaAcacia @ 12:20 pm

Back from the dentist,
really have to thank God for being God.
I don’t know whatever miracle He did.
Either He made that decay less deep or He simply took the pain away.
Because it really didn’t hurt as much.
Which in simple fact,
is a miracle.
Well at first there were few tingling of pain,
cause I obviously didn’t trust He take the pain away (haha).

But I slowly relaxed and allowed Him to work.

And poof (: Even when the drill touched the deepest part,
no pain xD
Haa, so which guy said no pain no gain?
I no pain but I got gain ahhahahaha =D
Alrightes, have to take more notice of my teeth le.
It’s really funny how I’m scared of this kind of pain =.=”
Hmm, but the total costed $51.
Kind of cheap actually.
Cause I was expecting up to hundreds LOL.

Went RP to return book.

Sian, I’m one day late.
Brought Large subway and headed home.
I guess I will start give 5 thanksgiving to God everyday.
In the hope of becoming more joyful LOL.
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June 2, 2010

The dreaded day.

Filed under: Random crap (: — Tags: , , , , — CynthiaAcacia @ 9:21 pm

The visit to the dentist

I’m feeling so confused now,

I don’t know what to say.

But since I’m already writing this,

let’s do this the easy way.

Let’s start this with my insanity,

my fears, it drains.

And to top it off,

let me warn you first,

it’s full of pain.

I guess you all know I have a rather bad decay.

Not one not three but two holes in my teeth,

and to the readers out there who think I’m crazy,

it’s definitely not in my brain,

cause I am sane.

It pains me so to think that tomorrow is the day,

where I finally have to endure that dentist whom I hated that very day.

With his drill, his pick, his tiny little stick,

he’d poked and probed until he got that out with a flick.

And oh god, I can’t endure,

that very pain it gives,

as he probs and pokes that vulnerable molar teeth.

And sometimes I would wonder if it’s worth the pain,

to endure this sickening moment,

just for the sake of gain.

Oh God please just spare me the pain,

for I am weak,

unwilling and definitely full of shame.

And just let me end this with a word sorrow,

for I am now a confused fool

who has forgotten what’s real gold.

Note: You can either rap or just read this as a poem.

June 1, 2010

My life is a complete joke.

Filed under: Random crap (: — Tags: , , , — CynthiaAcacia @ 5:01 pm

Lord, is my life a joke to you?

How many years has it been?
How many of those idiotic dentists took a look at my teeth,
filled the same spot over and over again and left those two holes there?
My bottom molars ok?
So you all are going to wait till I’m only able to feel receptions of pain?!
And how many years has it been when I just realised it only today?
How much of a naive kid they thought I was by not telling me how serious it was,
when they made my braces?

Don’t blame dentists? Blame yourself etc?DON’T MAKE ME LAUGH.

The dentist today told me:
THIS MUST HAVE BEEN THERE FOR YEARS TO MAKE IT THAT SERIOUS.
Insane people.

How much of a money face are they that they took so long to make an appointment?

So the more serious cases are pushed to the back eh?
MY TEETH’S LIFE IS AT STAKE HERE.
HELL WITH MY TEETH EH?
IT HAS ALMOST REACHED MY NERVE ENDS YOU IDIOTS!
That’s how deep it is.
MY NERVE ENDS!
So that’s not serious?
Oh I’m sorry I FORGOT.
ONLY MONEY IS AT STAKE HERE.
DAMN YOU WORLD.
Just let me die.
LIKE NOW.

Seriously you are all professionals? Give me a break.

Don’t EVER EVER DO ANYTHING at General hospitals in Singapore.

Efficient? My foot.

February 11, 2010

Why?

Filed under: Blibical, Random crap (: — Tags: , , , , , , , , , , — CynthiaAcacia @ 10:43 am

Wah.Been thinking what to put as the blog title =.=
I been moved to tertiary :/
Mixed emotions? Happy, Sad, Excited.
Regrets and disappointments, Anticipation and worries.
Hais will be super sad to leave youth ):
After all, its where I grew up in.
Its where I learnt the meaning of family.
Its where I knew Love.
Ahh well (=
Going to have another spiritual family soon but will never forget my first =D HAHA.
The firsts are always the most memorable uh o.o
But I think its a blessing bah (=
After all if I can serve God more in tertiary why not =D
LOL.Qs wants me to keep the spirit and the spirit of humility =X
LOL.I will de okay-.-
27th of Feb will be my last Youth service =X
Then I WILL BE YOUNG AGAIN!!!=D MUAHAHAHA.
Wooo Can’t wait to know who my new CL, UL, DL, group and shepherd is! :)
SO exciting eh ^^ 2 weeks after the transfer tertiary CAMP!!! WOOO!
I’m like BOOMZ! =D
WOOOT! And GOD is GREAT! =D
I LOVE CAMPSSSS!!!!! ^^
I’ve been thinking ._.
How light always envelops darkness
but darkness have always not been able to cover light?
Why do they still desperately try to cover the tracks of the ablazed and earse their presence altogether?
Why is it they try and try and that they do not give up?
Why is it then others who have the light prefer to lead the way through darkness?
Why are you all so foolish?
Did not the light came to serve you, lead you and save you?
Why is it then you’re leading others to the light through darkness?
IT DOESN’T MAKE SENSE.HELLO?
You have been blessed with INSIGHTS from Heavens above yet you REJECT it!
Why are people so dull?
LOL.Okay random.
Its something I hope PEOPLE WHO ARE SUPPOSED TO BE THE LIGHT and THOSE WHO ARE TRYING TO SNUFF IT OUT will think through.
Anw, I spent 2 hrs 32 min waiting for the dentist only to be informed that there was a miscommunication=.=
Then when checked up, I have four cavities! x.x SIAN.
I don’t like the drill LOL.
Woots =D Okay I’m going to research on manifestation of insecurities le! =D

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