Back from the dentist,
really have to thank God for being God.
I don’t know whatever miracle He did.
Either He made that decay less deep or He simply took the pain away.
Because it really didn’t hurt as much.
Which in simple fact,
is a miracle.
Well at first there were few tingling of pain,
cause I obviously didn’t trust He take the pain away (haha).
But I slowly relaxed and allowed Him to work.
And poof (: Even when the drill touched the deepest part,
no pain xD
Haa, so which guy said no pain no gain?
I no pain but I got gain ahhahahaha =D
Alrightes, have to take more notice of my teeth le.
It’s really funny how I’m scared of this kind of pain =.=”
Hmm, but the total costed $51.
Kind of cheap actually.
Cause I was expecting up to hundreds LOL.
Went RP to return book.
Sian, I’m one day late.
Brought Large subway and headed home.
I guess I will start give 5 thanksgiving to God everyday.
In the hope of becoming more joyful LOL.
The visit to the dentist
I’m feeling so confused now,
I don’t know what to say.
But since I’m already writing this,
let’s do this the easy way.
Let’s start this with my insanity,
my fears, it drains.
And to top it off,
let me warn you first,
it’s full of pain.
I guess you all know I have a rather bad decay.
Not one not three but two holes in my teeth,
and to the readers out there who think I’m crazy,
it’s definitely not in my brain,
cause I am sane.
It pains me so to think that tomorrow is the day,
where I finally have to endure that dentist whom I hated that very day.
With his drill, his pick, his tiny little stick,
he’d poked and probed until he got that out with a flick.
And oh god, I can’t endure,
that very pain it gives,
as he probs and pokes that vulnerable molar teeth.
And sometimes I would wonder if it’s worth the pain,
to endure this sickening moment,
just for the sake of gain.
Oh God please just spare me the pain,
for I am weak,
unwilling and definitely full of shame.
And just let me end this with a word sorrow,
for I am now a confused fool
who has forgotten what’s real gold.
Note: You can either rap or just read this as a poem.
Lord, is my life a joke to you?
How many years has it been?
How many of those idiotic dentists took a look at my teeth,
filled the same spot over and over again and left those two holes there?
My bottom molars ok?
So you all are going to wait till I’m only able to feel receptions of pain?!
And how many years has it been when I just realised it only today?
How much of a naive kid they thought I was by not telling me how serious it was,
when they made my braces?
Don’t blame dentists? Blame yourself etc?DON’T MAKE ME LAUGH.
The dentist today told me:
THIS MUST HAVE BEEN THERE FOR YEARS TO MAKE IT THAT SERIOUS.
How much of a money face are they that they took so long to make an appointment?
So the more serious cases are pushed to the back eh?
MY TEETH’S LIFE IS AT STAKE HERE.
HELL WITH MY TEETH EH?
IT HAS ALMOST REACHED MY NERVE ENDS YOU IDIOTS!
That’s how deep it is.
MY NERVE ENDS!
So that’s not serious?
Oh I’m sorry I FORGOT.
ONLY MONEY IS AT STAKE HERE.
DAMN YOU WORLD.
Just let me die.
Seriously you are all professionals? Give me a break.
Don’t EVER EVER DO ANYTHING at General hospitals in Singapore.
Efficient? My foot.