God’s been screaming at me to DESIRE MORE!!!! D: And I’ve been struggling with human standards. I should let God overtake this soon. Kind of remind me of when I started out as a Christian. My desire was numerous and ambitious. Many not God-given, many just fantasies. Here’s the list, sometimes it makes me want to laugh:
- Singer. Hahahs not lead singer but just singer. Well, I just don’t feel the calling to be one now. Maybe I will next time =) Hopefully.
- Decor Leader. Hahaha =D Yea! It was my ambition to be part of Decor since Youth but now the calling’s stronger and more urgent. I want to fulfill this calling! But not thinking as far as yet to be a Decor leader But yes! I hope to! Imagine leading people to beautify God’s church, I think it’s simply an honour and a blessing (:
- CL, UL, DL! Hahahha ya that was my desire and my ambition for the kingdom. I mean, I can’t describe it but the feeling is just simply awesome. Leading side by side with God :D
- Full-time church staff ( future ) HAHA :D Yes, it was another of my GOD I WANT TO DO THIS! thing lol.
- Psychologist. Omg ): I wanted to work in a mental hospital. I mean, really. I WANT TO WORK THERE! So if I have a chance to go university that will be the first thing I’m applying for!
- Army. Hahahaha :B I wanted to be a commando there lor. LOL, but apparently my voice is CMI la. Even mice find it hard to hear me ROFL.
- Hairdresser. Hahas, I mean, if I can style hair on paper maybe I can do it real life? Ok, fantasy -.-