Daughter of the risen one! (:

July 30, 2010


Filed under: Blibical, Random crap (: — Tags: , — CynthiaAcacia @ 1:16 am

God’s been screaming at me to DESIRE MORE!!!! D:
And I’ve been struggling with human standards.
I should let God overtake this soon.
Kind of remind me of when I started out as a Christian.
My desire was numerous and ambitious.
Many not God-given, many just fantasies.
Here’s the list, sometimes it makes me want to laugh:
  1. Singer. Hahahs not lead singer but just singer. Well, I just don’t feel the calling to be one now. Maybe I will next time =) Hopefully.
  2. Decor Leader. Hahaha =D Yea! It was my ambition to be part of Decor since Youth but now the calling’s stronger and more urgent. I want to fulfill this calling! But not thinking as far as yet to be a Decor leader But yes! I hope to! Imagine leading people to beautify God’s church, I think it’s simply an honour and a blessing (:
  3. CL, UL, DL! Hahahha ya that was my desire and my ambition for the kingdom. I mean, I can’t describe it but the feeling is just simply awesome. Leading side by side with God :D
  4. Full-time church staff ( future ) HAHA :D Yes, it was another of my GOD I WANT TO DO THIS! thing lol.
  5. Psychologist. Omg ): I wanted to work in a mental hospital. I mean, really. I WANT TO WORK THERE! So if I have a chance to go university that will be the first thing I’m applying for!
  6.  Army. Hahahaha :B I wanted to be a commando there lor. LOL, but apparently my voice is CMI la. Even mice find it hard to hear me ROFL.
  7. Hairdresser. Hahas, I mean, if I can style hair on paper maybe I can do it real life? Ok, fantasy -.-
Well, that’s it.
So apparently desiring to be a shepherd of two and Decor Leader isn’t enough for my plan He has willed.
Well well, I don’t know what else =/ I mean, I thought Decor Leader was far-fetched enough.
I mean, look at me. So ever disobedient and always rampaging into walls.
Amazingly, God thinks so highly of me =) LOL.

If desires do not capture reality,

perhaps it’s just fantasy.


July 2, 2010


Filed under: Blibical, Random crap (: — Tags: , , , — CynthiaAcacia @ 11:54 am

No one was borned  ___________ as no one was borned condemned.

Fill in the blank yourself (:

Yesterday’s care group theme was ” Desire “.
I have seen christians prayed their heart out, with so much conviction and faith.
No doubts at all, heart and mind so purified by the grace of God that it radiates out from them,
striking fear into the hearts of people. 
A scene so powerful, and unfortunately quite rare a sight.
Because many Christians don’t tend to show it out,
which is quite wasted.
I shall not elaborate on the above, it’s up to your to experience and understand why.

But one thing I have realised :

Faith is not familiarity, faith is letting go and stepping out in uncertainty.

I never loved to talk deep, but I shall challenge myself to do so.

It’s called the 30 day letter challenge.
So for 30 consecutive days, I am going to post letters written here on this blog :) *mumbles*

I’m going to have a problem with  a lot of days ): omg.

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush/lover
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

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