Daughter of the risen one! (:

August 29, 2010

Do not rest disobedient!

Filed under: Blibical — Tags: , , , , , , , , — CynthiaAcacia @ 2:12 am

Today, Desmond’s visitor(Kelvin) asked me:

Have you wondered why good people still go to hell? Are they even deserving of it?

Hahah yes I most definitely answered him already. But I am sure many people out there are asking the same questions as well. Why not? Humans are full of doubt. But doubt is good, it brings us closer to God. My answer was immediate, don’t ask me why I don’t know why I thought of it either but thinking back, it all made perfect sense.

Humans are of a sinful nature, no matter how good a person is, people would have all sinned before consciously unconsciously or subconsciously. In the bible it is said that Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.” John 14:5-7 NO ONE comes to the Father except through JESUS! In the same way, a good person who does not know Jesus will not be able to go to God since he does not know the Son! You see, Christians aren’t perfect people. We sin too, perhaps even more than what the good people who do not know Jesus do. But we have a redeemer who forgives us of our wrong doings and sins as long as we repent, we have a saviour who has died for US we were redeemed through the SON!

It is indeed regretful and heart-breaking that many good people still go to hell because they do not know Jesus. But make this clear, God didn’t send people to hell. It was the un-forgiven sins of the people which sent them to hell, Jesus’ heart breaks when he sees people suffering in hell what more will He do to save us while we are still on this earth!

On a side note, do you know who else goes to hell? It is said that only pure, obedient Christians who lived by faith were able to enter the Kingdom of Heaven. The way to Heaven is indeed narrow, I just can’t imagine how big and wide the path to Hell is. That’s right, disobedient Christians will spend eternity wandering, outside the gates of the Kingdom. They are of many, but they are still empty and lonely. Obedient Christians will get to enjoy the riches of His kingdom, His special children will get to live in mansions and I guess others will live in normal houses? haha :) We’re but living in the end times, the Kingdom has been completed and Jesus is just waiting for the right time to usher us in. Blessed are those who hold on! It is nearer than most of us think it is, but most certainly God is coming back. I’m excited, are you?

I saw this on one of my friend’s FB:

Have you ever asked yourself why did God choose you out of the 999,999 others? Why you came into this world while others die at birth? Why your still alive when people around you are dying? Why people your age are suffering but you are living in moderate or on the high rollers list? Why she is prettier or he is much mo…re handsome than you? Do you have the answers for it?

Here’s the standard answer:

God has a plan for you, He is waiting for you to participate in this wonderful plan. He has set you aside to use you greatly for His Kingdom, wherever God places you it is to build you never to pull you down, it is always to see you excel for His Kingdom to your highest potential. You are wonderfully and fearfully made, you are made in the image of God Himself, look! You are the most prettiest/handsome to Him! ( Cause you are His creation, and no! God didn’t make a mistake, nobody is a mistake! )What more can you ask for!

Ah well, finished. Tomorrow, it’s chiong-ing time for my studies. God I trust your timing and I pray that you grant me the wisdom and knowledge to finish what I am about to do. I am scared but I have faith that this can be overcome-d with you, I just ask for your blessings to be over me and I thank you, in Jesus’ mighty name I pray, AMEN.


August 25, 2010

God makes a way.

Filed under: Blibical — Tags: , , , , — CynthiaAcacia @ 1:18 am

I realised that I’ve been blind.

Hey, yea I’ve been blind ): Blinded to the gifts I’ve been given.
How stupid I was.
God does answer my prayers. It’s just that I’m not aware.
He takes my prayers seriously, He tests me to see if I’m true to my word.
He tested me after I made the prayer that no matter what happens to me, I will still serve Him.

And He tested me.

God gives me good gifts, I remember back then I did not have the gift of encouragement.
Yea, I was wondering why I had it now too.
As I was pondering, I finally realised why.


I had made that prayer months back, I was broken.
Truly broken and desperate for it.
I couldn’t help these people, how could I have forgotten so easily?
God, you know I harbour a dislike for this person now.
But I remember I made that desperate cry of help. Amongst them was this person.

This person whom I had trusted a lot, but distrusted me then, which made me lose my trust too.

This is indescribable God. I don’t know how I should feel.
But I think you’re an awesome God. I want to trust my life to you.

God show me how to love in a world that does not love nor understand me.

I don’t know what you have in stall for my life God, but I trust it will be no less than great for you are a great God. Let me be a powerful vessel, use me for I’m going all out for you this time. How real can you be? The world must know of your name, your story, your love. Not mine but yours. Man, God. When my life ends and I see you in heaven, I want to watch the clip of how you’ve worked through my life with a big smile on your face. I want you to tell me:” Good job, my child! I am so proud of you!” This life, wants not a good but a godly ending.

August 3, 2010

Hey there Lucifer!

Filed under: Blibical, Random crap (: — Tags: , , , , , — CynthiaAcacia @ 4:10 pm

Somehow, whenever City Harvest has an event, critics will zoom in.

Not that I am a City Harvest member or anything.
But I understand it’s the biggest church in Singapore.
Strike the shepherd, scatter the sheep.

Satan, truthfully. I don’t understand you.

If you are to establish a kingdom yourself why disturb the people of God?
I mean like what’s the use of people backsliding and having them sin against God?
Doesn’t it disturb you that they were once folowing someone holy?
It’s not like you can purify people with evil right?
If there was one person I like to interview and understand.
That would be you.
Yes, opposing what others would normally want to interview.
God, celebrities and all that.
Satan I would like to have interviewed you.
Somehow I also wonder what kind of guy you think you are.
Maybe you think that you are very cool and all that? >_. hmmm.
As much as I would have liked to obey God, I’d like to step into your shoes.
In the past and now.
And I even wonder if you have emotions.

August 2, 2010


Filed under: Blibical, Random crap (: — Tags: , , , , , — CynthiaAcacia @ 10:05 pm

From: Kwan =D who cut his hair today!

Hi, Mommy. I’m your baby. You don’t know me yet, I’m only a few weeks old. You’re going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I’ve got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet, but I will when I’m born. I’m going to be your only child, and you’ll call me your one and only. I’m going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We’ll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’t wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! …He wasn’t happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don’t think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don’t think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay… but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That’s a sound I don’t like. It doesn’t make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I’m not sure if I do. It wasn’t right. You say he loves you… why would he hurt you? I don’t like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you’re so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I’m happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn’t talking right. He said he didn’t want you. I don’t know why, but that’s what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won’t let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don’t care if you think that he is a good person, I think he’s bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn’t want us. He doesn’t like me. Why doesn’t he like me, Mommy?

You didn’t talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It’s been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven’t talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don’t you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don’t you do that when you’re awake, any more?

I’m 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren’t you proud of me? We’re going somewhere today, and it’s somewhere new. I’m excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you’re as excited as I am. I can’t wait.

…Mommy, I’m getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don’t know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something’s going to happen soon. I’m really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don’t worry Mommy, I’m safe. I’m in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it’s called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don’t you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I’m really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don’t you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn’t I love you enough? Please say you’ll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don’t want to be here, I want you to love me again! I’m really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

Best solution? Never give birth-.-

LOL cause I don’t like the pain :/

May 17, 2010


Filed under: Blibical — Tags: , , , — CynthiaAcacia @ 11:58 pm

 Yes, that’s right.
Click on the picture and it will tell you what you are.
Christians nowadays,
what are they doing?
Seriously, why do you think it’s all bullshit to all those non-believers, backsliders out there?
It’s because what they saw was God there in the bible.

But through christians?

Hah! Fat hope.
What they see are nothing different from the rest of the world.
I’m not a perfect child of God either.
I make my mistakes.
But how many actually learn from their mistakes?
Why is it that I feel so strongly against those supposedly “smaller sins”?


They saw what they see in you!
Lies, filth and mass destruction of the tongue.
Vulguarites hurled across the rooms as though if it was pleasing to God.
Lust, pride and ungodliness.
You think they saw it through the bible?
I tell you, even before many of them actually read the bible.
They saw your “God” you were worshipping.
A god of hope, love peace, joy etc?
Is that what they see?

NO. Because that is not what I see either!

And it stumbles me.
And I realise what those anti christs were talking about.
It’s not because they didn’t want to see what christians wanted to show them.
They see, but they are so blinded by all those bondages you encased them in.
They are encased by false testimonies.
They are encased into believing that that, is the christian god.
When it isn’t.

Sure, God isn’t going to blame you.

What is the name Christian to you?
A name?
Something cool that you can get involved in?
So that you can have an extra name?
So that you can act holy in service and be the devil in the rest?
A ” christ” -ian.

Not a christian.

They have different pronouncinations.
And meanings.
And way of life.

To tell you the truth people,

this is why not all christians will eventually be saved.

Because,they too are lost.

If the blind leads the blind.

Both will fall into the pit of death.

May 11, 2010

Smile (:

Filed under: Blibical — Tags: , , — CynthiaAcacia @ 1:25 pm

Whether a mind’s thinking is pure can also be seen through actions.
I shall restrain.
I’m sorry.
And I have seen what truly makes me happy.
It’s when God smiles.
Pure bliss in heaven showers on only one possibility:
It’s because God is happy.

If your blog isn’t your reality, shut it down.

January 26, 2010

About God, my glorious Father in heaven.

Filed under: Blibical — Tags: , , , , , , , — CynthiaAcacia @ 6:22 am

I have realised that,

God is a root,  a spiritual seed.

Once its rooted inside you no matter how deep,

its impossible to dig it up , ignore it or pull it up.

It will only reach deeper and deeper into your soul,

gripping firmly onto your heart,

swishing its way into your life undeniably.

To say “I’ve backslided” its an easy thing to say,

to backslide is an easy thing to do,

but to live without God is an impossible thing to do.

To get away from spiritual, blibical people in your life,

I’ve realised. Its impossible.

Because He will secretly place these people in your life,

to constantly bless you,

to love you,

to help you.

No matter you like it a not,

no matter you know it a not,

only time will reveal.

What’s against His plan He will stop,

whoever is with it,

He blesses.

Once His child always His child.

This is one final thing I’ve learnt about God ;

Its that He loves you.

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