Daughter of the risen one! (:

November 3, 2010

Sweety Shreedhee :D <3

Filed under: Random crap (: — Tags: — CynthiaAcacia @ 12:46 am

As I was browsing through to find a picture of both of us… I realised.
DON’T HAVE LEI SHREEDHEE  T_T
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
Omg )= I therefore make this conclusion that the more I am closer to a person,
the higher possibility of me not having an individual photo with them.
LOL. Well >:( I don’t have an individual photo with REGH either! LOL.
I never upload her birthday pictures yet lei x.x
Aiya, but my darling SWEETY SHREESHREE :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

You’ve been such a wonderful sister to me,
I just browsed through our MSN conversations.
Why all like crap like that LOL.
But I think you’re very funneyyyyyyy =D
And I enjoy talking and sharing life with you.
LOL AHAHAHA :D I like that you can be childish and mature at the same time.
And the rest >:) I think should have affirmation de lor :/
If not uhh I will update this LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!\

I’m a Shreedhee lover! :D Shreedhee-lickin’ good!

September 5, 2010

Mixed.

Filed under: Blibical, Random crap (:, Rantings — Tags: , , , , , , , , — CynthiaAcacia @ 2:25 pm

3 different stories, 3 different emotions.

1) Yesterday, God told me:

Seek first my Kingdom and all will be given and added to you.

He showed me a glass heart, inside it was a castle. This represented the Kingdom of God. It’s just like the story of the small, large and medium rocks. We should always put the large rocks in before putting the medium and small rocks, if not all rocks will not be able to fit in.

 

The Kingdom of God is like the largest rock. If we are to experience the glory and promises of God to its fullest, we have to put the castle in first, into our hearts. In the middle of our lives. Then followed by all the other things. If we are to put other things first, it is impossible to fit in the castle. Because it’s so big, and many a times when Christians cry out to God that He is not as into their lives as God wants them to be, are they willing to sacrifice other priorities for the biggest priority? Are they willing to put the Kingdom of God first? Are they willing to take a leap of faith and make the sacrifice?

Many a times God has told us again and again, that He will add to the faithful and obedient, God will definitely not shortchange you. He will definitely reward you hundredfold, thousandfold of what you had sacrificed. And many a times it just comes to us as hey, if I didn’t sacrifice what was good in those days how could I have had the best? Vice versa if you did not put God first in your life.

God cannot fully work in us without our permission because of free will, if you do not allow God to be in the centre of your life, how can your life be of a powerful vessel? 

2) Thanks WeiLoong for being so kind as to walk me back to a place where I can recognise. I have no doubts that your future prospective wife/girlfriend or current heart throb LOL will find you to be of a haha well I don’t know. But I guess you’re one of the better guys I’ve ever seen. Zzz, that’s a compliment HAHA. Well, I keep saying: What the. LOL influenced by Shreedhee. I really thank God that I’m currently a CD instead of the past me being a DC. If not, I would have clashed head-on with Yicong HAHA. And I’m sure we’ll be of a match (Or I’d probably be able to win either way and piss her off in the process) so neither will win which will result in conflicts, WWIII. But now, I would just be of a slacker when she domineers. Which is a good thing I guess. Yicong rarely backs down when she domineers. Zzz haha ok just like me. LOL. Except that I’m so prideful that I will consider who the person is before I consider stepping back (: Another of a good thing is that I don’t really mind her doing it, as she never oversteps the line or makes me feel threatened haha. Which I guess, is lucky. Or, we’ll be just the next generation of enemies lol. Yea, God’s plan is great! Thank God, I don’t like conflicts. I just can’t help it when I feel threatened haha. I’m like a forever PMS-ing kid ): Leanne’s sick btw, she’s having chicken pox. Aww, I’m immune to it already ahha. I remember getting mine in K2. Itchy ): Ah well, I guess it’s better for her to have it now than to have it nearer to her wedding. That will be kind of a sad thing. The myth of a cross is a book that a Muslim wrote to expose the supposedly “flaws” of the bible. Haha aww, I think some of the questions are really just pinpointing and some are really well, use brain can answer le but Zzz, I’m able to answer them. Kana tricked by the title -.- I thought it was a Christian book. Never mind, it will get my brain working anyway.

3) Few days back, I have had a bad experience with a particular person. My conscience is clear, I did nothing wrong to incur your wrath. You may love them a lot as you claim but if something as silly as a bad memory of remembering your favourite stars names is to destroy a friendship, I don’t think you’re a good friend to me. Seriously. That’s just a stupid, naive excuse. I did not attack your group although I do not have a preference for Korean star or stars for that matter. Really, don’t you think I have better things to do and worry about? Do you think I did it on purpose? If I did, may God punish me for my judgmental heart. But I didn’t, I go through as much as loving you as a friend thus didn’t comment anything on your favourite stars group although seriously speaking, its idolism. Oh what do you care about it anyway, to you I’m just stupid not to like Korean idols. And you should know I not only mix up their names I mix up other people’s names too, is it my fault that I’ve been born this way? I even mix up my name sometimes, is mercy not to be shown on me? Did you really had to go that far as to insult me with vulgarities? It hurt me, it really did. And I thought friends would be more important that idols. But I was wrong wasn’t I? This is an unmerciful world. Was Jesus ever wrong to say that? Sometimes, people think christian doctrines are plain crap and full of shit. I would like to say it just holds the truths and is reflective of who humans really are today. People just don’t like being exposed of their flaws.

August 29, 2010

Kwan’s birthday :D

Filed under: Random crap (: — Tags: , , , — CynthiaAcacia @ 12:38 am

Today is Kwanie birthday! :)

Hahaha he kana tricked by the rock LOL.
Ok la :D You today the most handsome guy on earth LOL.
Appreciate it, I’m going to say it today ONLY :D HAHAHAH
Thank you Kwan kwan :) For always lending a listening ear.
Although you sometimesvery irritating uh ):
I really appreciate you as a brother :)
You’re a wonderful friend too HAHAH,
well thanks for tolerating my nonsense HAHAH.

Happy birthday Kwan :) Grandpa♥ ^^

Shreedhee ):<Stop saying ****** is ugly when I talking to visitor!

HAHAHAH You’re distracting me LOL. Stop getting my atention ♥ HAHAHA

Shermy :D I WANT TO EAT THE FRUIT BREAD TOO ):
It be very much appreciated if you can get him to take a photo with me  Shreedhee~♥
LOL. HAHAHHA

July 16, 2010

Rants

Filed under: Blibical, Random crap (: — Tags: , , , , — CynthiaAcacia @ 12:26 am

Yay :D Watched Blood Pledge with Yi cong just now (:
I think it’s nice, better than most horror movies.
And I think I saw Qiuling just now buying tickets lol.
Hahahs we brought double seafood combo but the seafood never came :/
Got another secondary school people also like that.
In the end we got refunded $3 each.(For yicong and me)
We had to rush down to buy tickets and practically cut crowds
as a lot of people just finished UT and school.
I’m amazed by the huge masses of people! I never knew there were so many x.x
Listened to Just stand up by a lot of female artistes.

I don’t know, it just reminded me and made me think of many things as well.

I’ve become more hottempered lately and NO,
please do not use this as a basis of an excuse when you are in the wrong and I tell you so.
I wonder if I should go for CG tomorrow.
Not that it’s a life and death option,
but I just need time to think through.
Thanks Shreedhee loads for hearing me rant yesterday :D
Thanks so much for being sensitive,
hahas I like sharing to Shree.
It makes me feel comfortable as I know I won’t be judged.
Shreehee is very neutral (:
This part of you always constantly reminds me of what my youth UL said to me.
Being sensitive to other people needs is to be sensitive to the holy spirit. When you are sensitive to other people needs, you will find it easier to love them.
Hahas :D Regina UL bear BANGSSSS ~
True isn’t it?
Many people have told me I’m sensitive to other people,
which I don’t get how either but oh well.
Sometimes I lose sight of it, I become domineering and a strict perfectionist
making me look at their flaws instead of their strengths.
My biggest mistake and perhaps one of my deadliest mistakes.
It makes me shut off.
Literally.
And everything falls into pieces again.

Hell is a scary place,

why people choose death instead of life is because sometimes,

the meaning and value to continue is meaningless.

So why live in life?

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