Daughter of the risen one! (:

June 4, 2010

Love me for what I am about to do

Filed under: Blibical, Random crap (: — Tags: , , , , , , — CynthiaAcacia @ 1:05 pm

 Cut my hair yesterday, I’m going to leave it long (:

Don’t frown on me because of what I have done, but instead love me for what I am about to do.

Yesterday night, I spent hours on my bed flipping over my sides and all over.
I was thinking about why I couldn’t talk deep.
Which is ironic because,
I can think deep but not talk deep is also equivalent to me wasting my time thinking deep.
As I reflect upon that quote up there I realised that must be why I am afraid to share deep.
In the past, I was more than undesirable.
Whether as a friend, a classmate, a child etc.
I was not only prideful, I was insecure.
I am many things that one can think the worst of.
Well, I guess I broke every commandment in the bible expect for killing my parents.
Which I hadn’t reached that stage yet,
thank goodness.
An anti-christ once told me, Christianity was only for sinners.
That’s completely true.
Because Jesus once said in Matthew 9
10While Jesus was having dinner at Matthew’s house, many tax collectors and “sinners” came and ate with him and his disciples. 11When the Pharisees saw this, they asked his disciples, “Why does your teacher eat with tax collectors and ‘sinners’?”
 12On hearing this, Jesus said, “It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. 13But go and learn what this means: ‘I desire mercy, not sacrifice. For I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners.”

And I asked him, so have you not lied? Have you not sinned?

Then he said: Yes I’m a sinner.
So I asked him: So you do need Christianity.
And he denied of course.

It’s okay to frown upon my past, because yes.

It’s really unsightly to humans that is.
But love me for what I am about to do,
because God is going to use me.

Christians, this is a warning.

Every actions you do,
those antichrist, are going to use it as a false testimony against God.
They are out to exploit every bad things you have done.
From the people in your life, to those passerby looking at your life.
Hold fast and do what’s right because,
we are people living in the end times.
The world doesn’t need us,
they need God.
1 John 2:18
Dear children, this is the last hour; and as you have heard that the antichrist is coming, even now many antichrists have come. This is how we know it is the last hour.

And before people deny that they are antichrist here’s the few verses.

  • 1 John 2:22
    Who is the liar? It is the man who denies that Jesus is the Christ. Such a man is the antichrist—he denies the Father and the Son.
  • 1 John 4:3
    but every spirit that does not acknowledge Jesus is not from God. This is the spirit of the antichrist, which you have heard is coming and even now is already in the world.
  • 2 John 1:7
    Many deceivers, who do not acknowledge Jesus Christ as coming in the flesh, have gone out into the world. Any such person is the deceiver and the antichrist.

February 11, 2010


Filed under: Blibical, Random crap (: — Tags: , , , , , , , , , , — CynthiaAcacia @ 10:43 am

Wah.Been thinking what to put as the blog title =.=
I been moved to tertiary :/
Mixed emotions? Happy, Sad, Excited.
Regrets and disappointments, Anticipation and worries.
Hais will be super sad to leave youth ):
After all, its where I grew up in.
Its where I learnt the meaning of family.
Its where I knew Love.
Ahh well (=
Going to have another spiritual family soon but will never forget my first =D HAHA.
The firsts are always the most memorable uh o.o
But I think its a blessing bah (=
After all if I can serve God more in tertiary why not =D
LOL.Qs wants me to keep the spirit and the spirit of humility =X
LOL.I will de okay-.-
27th of Feb will be my last Youth service =X
Wooo Can’t wait to know who my new CL, UL, DL, group and shepherd is! :)
SO exciting eh ^^ 2 weeks after the transfer tertiary CAMP!!! WOOO!
I’m like BOOMZ! =D
I’ve been thinking ._.
How light always envelops darkness
but darkness have always not been able to cover light?
Why do they still desperately try to cover the tracks of the ablazed and earse their presence altogether?
Why is it they try and try and that they do not give up?
Why is it then others who have the light prefer to lead the way through darkness?
Why are you all so foolish?
Did not the light came to serve you, lead you and save you?
Why is it then you’re leading others to the light through darkness?
You have been blessed with INSIGHTS from Heavens above yet you REJECT it!
Why are people so dull?
LOL.Okay random.
Anw, I spent 2 hrs 32 min waiting for the dentist only to be informed that there was a miscommunication=.=
Then when checked up, I have four cavities! x.x SIAN.
I don’t like the drill LOL.
Woots =D Okay I’m going to research on manifestation of insecurities le! =D

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